Manifestation/Creation
There is so much out now about manifesting, its been around forever and were all always creating our world. We just don’t realise it. We often find ourselves in situations and wonder how the fuck we got here. Or how did this happen again. Or why does this keep happening etc. A lot of this stuff is because of the things we believe about ourselves, our life and about things. As I've previously talked about you are what you believe, the same is true for the things that happen in our lives.
I’ve read SO many self development books, I’ve spent THOUSANDS of pounds on therapy and coaching, to try and have a better life. I throughly enjoy it all. All of them have lead me to where I am now. but the biggest shifts for me have been the past 6 - 9 months, especially the last few where life is showing me what I’ve really had going on subconsciously.
This is what I’ve come to actually realise recently. You can read all the books, do all the affirmations, do lots of visualisations, have the vision boards, the list, the top 50 things you want written down and so on. BUT nothing will fully change until you decide and then take the ACTION. You can know all the stuff, but you’ve got to actually share it, you can say it all out loud but you’ve got to live it. You can feel it all in the comfort of your own home and when you’re on your own, but it changes when you start to pause and act differently, when words come out your mouth that wouldn’t usually, when you say no to something, when you hold a boundary, when you feel the fear and then do it anyway, when you speak up, when you say how you feel, when you don’t run away, when you let yourself recieve.
These things happen quietly most of the time, they are building your new future. You can recognise your patterns and still carry on doing the same fucking shit day in day out. I’ve been stuck there for years, I’m sure there is always work to be done always things to overcome. But to have the things you desire most, you have to decide you’re going to become that person who has it, who is she, what does she do? And those things are usually the ones, that in reality, scare us the fucking most. The things we have to pause in, to stop and choose something different for ourselves. Out of love and respect for ourselves and our lives and the people in it. But most of all for us.